Yay! I finally managed to do some catching up with YuanXian & Mel today. I missed them! We had lunch at pepper lunch,played some arcade games, caught a movie, and did some photo slutting,opps,i mean shotting. Hahaha.
Right,the movie we caught-Just Follow Law. This film is great I tells ya. Out of 5 stars, I would give it 4.5 stars! It would have been a five star movie for me if it wasn't because of the lousy coordination of speech and action in some scenes. I think some parts were also axed off and that kinda sucked. BIG TIME! But in conclusion, it was a film worth catching. It's hilarious,touching and at the same time,relatable. Yeap. Something like I not stupid that kinda style. Takes you on a emo train. It's nice la. Very funny,very touching... I would definatly buy the dvd when it comes out! Just look at the pics I posted below. Funny right! If you watch it, it would be even funnier!
Ok,I'm done for today. :)
Just got back from visiting my relatives in M'sia. So yah,to those sweeties who msged me ''HNY''- Thanks so much for the grettings. But didn't reply cause I was in Msia. And so so sorry to make your handphone bills increase by a few more cents! Heee. xP
My grandma had a new house this year and it's nice. Much much better than the old one. Back then,living in that old and tattered kampong house was dreadful! There were like HUGE spiders in the stinky toilet,toads,mozzies,flies,and all kinds of bugs! Yucks! All I would do was stay in the room and listen to my mp3 and never leave until morning. But now, there's less of such aweful creatures and the house just looks better than mine now. It's huge,spacious,cooling,and beautiful! Would like to go back during the hols. Unlike before! :) So yah,this trip was still alright la.
Also! There was this CUTE little kitten in my granny's place. It's so cute la. I'll upload the video I took in awhile and post it here. You'll love it I tell you. It's freaking freaking cute! That night when I was sitting down on the floor watching it and ''meowing'' to it, it just crawled onto my lap and just sat there! So cute right! And then that night,when I got home from shopping with my dad and bro, it came out from my aunt's room(where it was sleeping) and just follwed me around the house. Haha,the look is so cute la.So obvious that it just woke up. Ahhh... SO CUTE!!! How I wish I could bring it home... :(
Hmm,this year's ang bao's collection...Not so much leh. Sad :( People are giving less and less money! Comeon man! Be abit more generous can?
Ohh,and, I got an ang bao from some relatives that I didn't even know existed. Weird.
So anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! :)
She's gone-Forever.
I'm crying for her.
What did I do to deserve this
I don't believe in god.
My life's all about unhappiness,tears,and torture.
Who should I thank for giving me this shit.
Life's always been living hell
My mum forced me to let my rabbit go. She(My rabbit) was with me ever since I was Primary 4. And I really really hate to see her go. She has been living indoors all her life. If I were to let her go,that will mean that she'll have to live in the wild and survive on her own. No food,no water,no protection,no shelter. I really doubt that she's going to be able to survive in such harsh conditions by herself. What if there are snacks,eagles and carnivorous animals lerking around...She'll definately be eaten. I can't imagine the sight of her being eaten or injured. I really really love her. She has been with me all these years and I really can't let it go...:( I've got no choice. My mum's a stupid idiot who does stupid things. I hate her to the core! What fucking vow is this. Nabei CB, what next life? What bad karma? FUCK THAT!
Sighs, I've asked her to let my rabbit go herself. I can't see my rabbit leaving me like this. I'll break down and cry for days. I'm in a devastated mood right now. Forgive me for the language. I... I really can't take it... :( I'm always thinking about ending my fucking life whenever I'm sad. And she's the fucking reason why I have such thoughts. No one will ever understand my life. My mum's a devil. She's out to make my life miserable and unhappy. I fucking hate her. I fucking hate her to the core!
When I grow up, I will keep whatever pet I want. I will. Then,my mum will have no say about what fucking animals I keep. I can't wait till I'm 21. I can't wait to leave this horrible place. It's hell.
I've been thinking about my rabbit. To love her is to let her go. It's really very hard to accept this fact. It's painful. But I have to accept it and get on with life,right? I guess I'll have to prepare for the worst and face reality. I can never have whatever I want in life. I'll come to accept this... But god,if you really do exist,please change my luck and my life for the better.
Sighs! O level results are out and DAMN,I hate my results big time. Totally regretted not studying hard enough. But no bloody use crying over spilt milk I guess. So,I hope that I have woken up from dreamland and learnt from my mistakes... Now,I can't really get into the courses that I'm really interested in. Booo! :( I'm only left with 2 days to make my decision. Fuck! How?! Anyhow choose? Or go MI? I really duno...MI's kinda like wasting time...But at least there's econs for me to try. If I don't get my poly courses,how! :( Hiyah... Tomorrow I think going to find out more from two polys-TP & NYP. I like TP's campus alot. Anyway, there's one thing that I can't believe until today. And that is-I got a B3 for Mother f******* accounts man! That's like so impossible la!B3 leh! Accounts? Lol.So unbelivable... Maybe I'll be going to NYP to find out more about their courses...Hope to get into something I like maybe. :(
Valentine's Day coming,and I've got no date! Boohoo.
