Here's another more vigorous sleep
CUTE!
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Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 12:17 AM
Haha, this has totally no link to my previous post but this made me laugh when I was typing that awakening-emo-PMS-ranting post. Thanks Bruce for showing this clip. :D Here's another more vigorous sleep CUTE!
Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 11:22 PM
RANTINGS [1] Please skip this entire post if you do not wish to read the pure 100% of my rants. Thanks. I have this sudden urge to start working and feed myself instead of having to depend on my parents(my mum mostly). She's no longer as sturdy and strong as before, she's always stressed out by her ridiculously heavy work load and is super thrifty and frugal when it comes to herself. I hate it when she comes home looking so overworked,exhausted and stressed and all I can do is to lend her my ears for 5 mins or less. I hate it when I have to ask her for money. I hate to feel so dependent and useless. My mum has become so much more haggard than before thanks to her ridiculously heavy,hectic,tedious and stressful job. Days passes so quickly and it has never occurred to me that my parents are getting older each day and I take everyday for granted. I mean, I have to take action and be more dependable no? I would want to help in any way I can for my family. I love my mum a lot but I just can't show it. Neither can I say it. :( FUCK! My bank account is running dry. And as I've said, I hate to ask for money from my mum... My pay from my current "quarter" time job isn't enough ...so most probably I'll start getting a part time job and start working after school and weekends or something. Preferably some job that's not so taxing would be good. I wouldn't mind working at ticket counters, restaurants, cd shops, shops,cinemas, or whatever, I just need enough money to support myself and lessen the burden off my mum's shoulders. Of course, if it's within my means, I would want to help more. Be it financially, psychologically, physically or whatever. I guess I just want to be slightly more independent and helpful instead of a hindrance/burden. I guess she never knows how I truly feel inside... She's always saying things that are so untrue and it hurts my ears sometimes. I hate it. Problem is: We do not have the typical mum-daughter kind of bond, I don't get her as much as she doesn't get me... but in any case, I never wanted to hurt her or give her unnecessary stress and anger, I just wanted to speak my mind if I'm accused wrongly. That's not wrong is it? I'd give in to her anyway... I would take it all in and let it all out on something else I guess... Sometimes I can't help but wish unrealistically that my dad was a billionaire who loves his family so much that sufferings/problems never existed and that people would die to be us. Sometimes I look at other families and I wonder why my life is so much more miserable, empty and pathetic. And sometimes, I didn't mind shortening my life for my mum to live longer. People say that money isn''t the most important thing in life. But I beg to differ. Without money, it's worse. It's pure torture and it's like the root of all problems and can also be the answer to all problems no? Who would ever befriend someone living off the streets and eating leftovers? Who would even talk to a beggar and asks how his day went? Please forgive me for having such stupid and naive thoughts for this is the only place I can speak my mind. I'm sorry that you had to read that whole chunk of crap... :( So if any of you nice people who are reading this happen to be touched by the words above and have job vancancies please let me know yeah? Thanks. P.S: This post is not to inform everyone that I'm in a financial crisis or whatsoever (I'm NOT!) but rather, I'm just guilty and remorseful for spending so much of my mum's hard earned money unknowingly and selfishly and that I am probably going through a transition to be a better daughter and person(I hope). Thanks.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 4:35 PM
I was sipping my tea and reading the papers when this super short movie trailer/MV came on on Channel V Taiwan. I was thinking to myself and wondering "EH...why is this guy making goo goo eyes to this other guy...?" then further down the 1-2minutes MV, I realized that it was a gay movie. HAHA. I love the guys in the show. They look so handsome please! Anyway, it's a korean movie and since my parents love watching korean serials, I should bring them to the theatres ( doubt SG would be showing this though...) and let them squirm in their seats. HAHAHA. -.- Or maybe, they'll like it. Aiyah... I'm bored luh. The weather's so nice and it makes me so lazy to go out. So that explains why you get posts like this luh!
Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 2:28 PM
I am so pissed at imageshack. It made my blogskin die and now I have to use my classic white template. I can't navigate to other people's blog because I'm just too lazy to a href everyone's blog one by one. Anyways, I'm kinda excited about school reopening soon but at the same time, kind of pissed off by all the projects and classes. Okay nvm, I shall rest and slack my life away till school reopens. I was working at the IT fair recently and it was so tiring! I love and hate IT fairs at the same time. (why am I so contradicting today?) Promoting Sony cameras all day long is no easy chore for people like me. Esp old people like me. All the young and energetic promoters are all so hyped and motivated but I on the other hand take things easy and was practically slacking all day. Anyhoo, I didn't realize how pretty the buildings around city hall were. Look...     Nice architecture no? I used my lousy 2mp camera phone btw. I got to go prepare to meet ammy and doris and discuss about our trip now. Bye all. I'm going to be late again :(
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 4:53 PM
    I can't freaking wait!!!  I'm going to BALI on the 5th next month and Genting on the 13th. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!!! Tell me how can anyone resist such beautiful beaches and sunsets/sunrises? Gosh, I am visualizing my holiday right now and I hope I wouldn't be disappointed. :) And hopefully, I'd post pictures that I've taken on my own up here and I just can't freaking wait to inhale the beach air and feel Bali's breeze! SEXCITING! And when I get back, I'm going to Genting! Shiok-ness. I think I need this retreat because life's been pretty shitty and I haven't been on a holiday for a long time. :( When I get to Bali, Imma have myself a nice massage, nice tan, and just chill. HEEEE... Okay, but right now, I have to prepare to earn back the money I've splashed recently. The IT Fair starts tomorrow and ends on Sunday. This means... I will have to spend about 14 hours daily at Suntec STANDING and PROMOTING Sony cameras. Well, I have to admit that I tend to get a little cranky at times when I don't have sales or people are just wasting my time asking questions that I've answered 500 times and saying that they will come back later and they never will. And daily, there will bound to be customers who would want to test the cameras' capabalities by taking photos WITH FLASH and I have to smile widely to demonstrate smile shutter and I might go temporarily blind as a result. Sighs. Anyways, I'm praying hard for good sales this time round despite the current recession. Good luck to my friends working at the show! :) And to those not working there, you might want to come down and take a look/squeeze with people at the MRT and find good bargains on technological stuffs perhaps.
Monday, March 02, 2009 @ 4:04 PM
I bloody-ily failed my driving test at first attempt. WHATTHEFARKMACBBQ!!! why did I ever let myself get drunk the night before my birthday?! Why?! What kind of birthday luck to fail it and why don't my wishes come true? Like ever?! Damnit. Pfffttttt...forget it... Anyhooo...I just wanted to thank my dears for spending my birthday/eve of my birthday with me(even though you all got me so so so drunk) thanks for the presents,the company, the laughter,and the fun. :) It was awesome and I really appreciate it! So should I stop talking? Yes,okay... :/  FATIN,DORIS,BRYAN!  Ammy trying to...ermmm...I don't know do what lah...  My CLIQUE from RP. Love love love them max! :)   Hanky panky when I wasn't looking... Basket.   Gossip  Girls(Huiting at the other side) @ some Cuban drinking place @ Clarke Quay  Haziq & small bra (there is huiting!)  SHOT-ING       Presents Time( was almost 75% drunk)   I'm so sleepy to continue to blog...probably update tomorrow or something. :) |
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