HELP!














WARNING: Tons of ranting ahead... ignore this post if you do not wish to hear my shit. Thanks!

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Okay, look... I am practically at the crossroads right now... and I really don't know which way to go :( To the left, I see: "Further your damn education,you bitch" and to the right-"Get a Job you lazy asswipe!" I wish there was another route for me to take but sadly, I don't see it.

All my other friends are either working or continuing their studies at local universities. But me, I'm lost. Completely lost. I have no directions/goals in life or whatsoever. I don't even know what my purpose in life is or what I want to do in future. All I have are probable visions of fantasies or dreams that would never come true... :(

Anyway, if I were to go overseas and get a degree, would that guarantee a good future ahead of me? NO! Okay, how about if I started working my ass off right now on some stupid job that I most probably hate and be a slave for? Would I be better off that way? Since I can earn some cash to help support my fat ass instead of spending tons of money on some paper qualification....

I don't know... I wish someone told me what to do. Some help/advice would be greatly appreciated since I have a habit of not making the right choice all the time! And it's always too late to regret. Man, I hate me. TT-TT


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