I don't get why every idol I support gets kicked out before the finish line. Not even one made it. I must be cursed. :( I was so sure that Adam would win hands down. But sighs, Kris won instead. But I'm happy for Kris and Adam. They both did very well and in time to come, they're free to do what they want. Even if Adam wasn't crowned the winner of American Idol, he'd always be my idol.
I think the more I want something, the more it wouldn't happen. And the more I don't want it, the more it's coming for me. I fucking hate this. I'm probably the only one that's capable of releasing such strong negative energy. Fuck. Why does my life always have to be this way? :(