Hi! (to my non existent and imaginary readers) How are you guys doing?! Good I suppose? Well, if "YOU" do actually exist and actually reading this,other than myself, hello to you too! :)

Well, I wanted to make it a point to update this space right here more frequently. And since I'm so bloody free right now, I can! :) But be warned, Miss Chen is gonna conduct a series of life lessons. Are you ready?

Read at your own discretion:

Lesson 1: What is Life?

What's life in your definition? Success? Fun? Friends? Money? Luxuries? Hot bodied chics with big booties? Hmmm, no matter what it is, I guess we all have different expectations of life. Agree?

Children dying from aids/hunger/malaria would be more than contented with simple meals,water, and a roof over their heads. But here we are, wanting more of what we do not NEED.

Forgive me for gaining such "enlightenment" so suddenly but I'm a weirdo like that. Most of the time, when I'm in the showers, thoughts like these intrude my mind and I can't help but start wondering/thinking.

I like it that I'm actually thinking about the purpose/importance of life. Yes, I do scare and surprise myself like that. I would go :" Whoah! Where did that come from?!" Seriously, I'm not as air headed as you think I am ok! I do have a brain! HMPH!

Okay anyway, I have this classmate back from primary school. Recently, he has been chatting me up on MSN telling me quite a bit about his life.So now, after 10 years, he has had a car and he's going to get a beach-side apartment in Australia. All with his own income! He is 20! Look at where he is now! Gawd, it's times like this that I feel so inferior :( Most of my friends are financially independent and many a way, successful. But me, I have nothing to brag about. Nothing at all. Except that uhhh, I have a dysfunctional family?

I have big dreams. We all do. And the point is, we cannot live in dreams. We have to act on it and make it a reality-and as we all we know it : A DREAM COME TRUE. I know this sounds so super cheezey and it isn't easy to put it into action.

I love writing such long blog posts knowing that nobody would actually be interested in the content of this post. I just felt like taking these thoughts bundled in my head out here. I just didn't want these thoughts to go to waste. You know, like a reminder to myself. But being me, I might just go "ahhh, fuck it" and chuck this "temporary wisdom" into a section of my brain which would be left untouched for a long time.

So did you get the purpose of this post? I could go on and on about my thoughts right now. But that's not the point. I just wanted to emphasize that we should priortize and as I've said earlier in my post, all we need to be is to be contented. People feel miserable because of greed, wants, and jealousy. GET THE MESSAGE YOU BITCHES?!!! *hehe*


I should really stop now right? Alright. That's all for today's life lesson period. But I would continue my life lessons soon! Stay tuned okay?! :D Ohh and btw, my wisdom teeth are growing... it's no wonder why I've become wiser! :)

Have a nice day ya'll!

How do you like my new skin?! Got kinda bored of the black and white layout. Looked so plain and unattractive no?

I can't sleep... It's almost 720am. Damn. I hate insomnia! :(

HI! I took this quiz today to help me find out what course I should take and what I should do in future. I know it may sound funny and stupid taking such a quiz but I need every thing that can help me make a good decision. No matter how small, or ridiculous it may be.

This quiz is based on personality and here are my results! Not that you wanna know but I just wanna share! Click on the pictures if you want to know. Pffft.







Click here if you wanna try it out!

Oh yes, and I just myself a super sexy Macbook Pro (15' inch) yesterday at the PC show. Here's a pic with mel(finally met up after 23413274723 years!) and my baby!

SEXY NO?!!! ^____^ Totally loving it! Have to get used to the OS though.

OK BYE. Shall be back soon! :)

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Hi. Um, I know I haven't been keeping this place updated and only popping by once in a rainbow moon. But here I am for a short update... (even though there's like -313132353 readers here right now)

Well, my life is gonna change (A LOT) these few months/weeks. I either have to go to school again or start working full time. That is a major change in life ain't it? It's a pretty hard choice to make between the two because it pretty much decides my future. I guess I prefer taking one step at a time, but that's not a good thing at all. Why? Because I don't have a direction to move towards. A target, a goal, a destination. I really envy people who already have plans and aims in their life.

So, getting back to topic, I have been applying for undergraduate courses recently. Problem is: I don't know which course is better suited for me. Mass Communications or Business. People say interest plays a very important factor to consider when making a decision. But I say, being practical is equally important. Don't you agree? Besides, would mass communications suit me? And also, it's gonna be very tough and competitive to make it big in Singapore with a mass communication degree since the media industry here is so small.


Anyway, I've been accepted to the business courses I applied at Monash and University of Western Australia!!



*Wait, this means I am accepted right?!*


Opps sorry, I forgot that if I were to continue studying, it's most probably going to be in Australia because obviously, the local universities here wouldn't want me...Even if I had a 3.3 GPA. Which I do not have. :(

***I should stop all these stupid ranting entries and start writing proper and daily blog journals. I feel like I'm talking to myself right now ***

Ok, let's start over. I shall begin with a brand new entry. Please just ignore this! :)