I don't know about you fellow Chinese out there, but I just can't feel the new year vibes this time round... :( I'm probably emo-ing or whatever but the thought about having to visit relatives and taking two bloody oranges and exchanging greetings just makes me go "arghhh...!" I can't stand that and I'd really prefer staying home and doing nothing rather than going to the houses of relatives listening to grandmother stories or babies screaming & crying. I can even imagine what I'm going to do at my grandma's... emo-ing at a corner of a room or sitting alone out on the balcony drinking. Haha. That sounds so emo-tic... BUT I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GOOOOO!!! :(

I know I'm being such an ass for saying such things about my culture but that's that for me now. :( I hardly got myself new clothes or shoes this year as well. I've only got a few dark colored tops and a jacket from MANGO & Marks&Spencer. Cause as I've said, I'm not in that festive mood right now, neither am I in the mood for shopping. I don't know what's gotten into me but argh,forget it. Well I hope you people out there are not feeling as sulky as I am. Anyway! Here's wishing everyone a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR! ( I mean it! But I just can't feel it! Damn!)

Yes, and I'd be away for a few days. It's probably going to be pure torture for my brother and me since we hate going to our grandma's. But we have no bloody choice. Anyway, I hope I'll feel better as the days pass. Sighs, and if I return on Sunday, that'll mean that I can't make it for my long awaited day out with my friends. FUCK! :( I hope I can get home ASAP. Cause I'm super sure that I'll be home,friends,internet, SICK when I'm there. Ewww. :( And when I get back, I'm going to be happy again I promise! Yay. I'm awaiting for my day back! :) But before that, it's 4/5 days of shitty days. DAMN DAMN DAMN! :(