Fuck. My life's been a complete mess. It always is. And all I can say is that I'm used to it and I've got to fucking move on. I hate this. But looks like no one has a choice in choosing how they want their life's to be. It's probably all destined and fated that each and everyone of us lead the lives we have. Whatever it is,I'm totally pissed. And you can't blame it on me. There's something and someone responsible for all this shit that's happening to me. I'm sorry... This is a rather redundant post but I really have to say this... :(