WARNING! RANDOM RANTS/POST AHEAD!















Have you ever felt so so awkward after meeting someone you've not met for years and suddenly, you just have to talk to them and ask stuffs like: "Oh, so how are you doing now? " and sometimes, you'd feel a little reluctant because maybe you're forced to do so and it's probably only right for you to act this way since you're no longer a toddler or a baby? And after that, there would be a sudden awkward silence and you don't know what else to talk about? But sometimes, you really do mean it because you really want to find out how he/she's doing because you guys were pretty close and are happy to reunite?

Or in cases with friends? Maybe you'd experience awkwardness when you meet up with old friends because it's been so damn long that you kind of forget how you used to behave/talked about when you were hanging out with them during primary school or secondary school days? I mean... You still like them, miss them, those memories and all, but what if you are too meet with situations like-having many long and awkward silences? Don't you just hate such awkward moments? And as a result of your disastrous meet up,some probably would just lose contact completely and go MIA for like, forever.

I'm not saying that I've encountered something like that because thankfully,I haven't. Well not in my memories at least... I don't want such awkwardness to ever happen though. I sincerely do not want to lose any friends because having friends are never too many right? I love my friends. All of them. Even those who are not that close and those who have given me the "best friend" tittle before. Even till date, I'm honoured to have been your best friend before :) You might have probably forgotten that you've even given me the tittle or it didn't really matter much to you but all I can say is I'm really sorry it didn't last and I really treasured being your best friend and the times we had together as best friends...The problem probably lies with me. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me but I just can't seem to be the perfect best friend :( Looking back at my secondary school days, I really couldn't understand why my best friends and I couldn't last long. It's probably our fate or destiny or our age. But anyways, I have never regretted having friends like you guys. In fact, I love you guys and I really thank you all for giving me the greatest memories and I'd definitely treasure such valuable memories and friendship :)

Can I just quickly name a few real quick? Charity, Irene,Eugenia,Xiao Jun, Hasmidah, Peiying, Pearlyn,Yuan Xian, Melissa, Vivian, Zhi Yan, Vani, Chanatip, Norin, Xiang,Brandon,Sheng,Winston,Zhen Guang,Chee Fai, Alvin,Helmi,Matthew,Drusilla(for chatting with me during morning assemblies and making me laugh all the time),Siying,Tzechoong...etc etc. Thanks for being in my life and in my heart, you guys are always my dear friends even though we might not be in contact so much/meet up so much. I thank you all for being my friends and giving me such great memories once again. (so cheezy i know...sorry...but i mean it even though it probably wouldn't mean much to you) :)

And And... my new friends from poly or wherever else, I love you all too. :) Ammy, Kelly, Faa,Lihwa,Huiting,Haja,Bryan Ang, Bryan Lee, Haziq, Julius, Debby, Seok Hui, Ili, Farhan, Caleb, Xerxes, Siti, Farhah, Sisi, Jess,Misa,Sandra and some others which I might have missed out but are always in my heart!:)

Oh yes, and one more thing, I know that people change. Some for the better, and some, for the worse. Some may be your friends today but not tomorrow and some, sticking to you for benefits and some, are totally backstabbers which you probably wouldn't know after 40-50 years. There are so many kinds of people out there and with such a fucked up world we're living in now, you'll never know what people will become. Well, I just wanted to say... no matter what, I will keep the past and pleasant memories with me and memories are probably the only thing that we can keep when we're living in a selfish place called Earth. Anyways, I just wanted to say the world is not always filled with rainbows and butterflies and I just wanted to be thankful and show my appreciation for having amazing amazing people in my life. Now,before, and the future. :) If you don't get this post at all or I've missed out your names, it's okay because basically, I just wanted to remind myself to be thankful and appreciative :) Okay, it's a bit weird coming from me but I MEAN IT LAH! :)

Sorry...I know this post is rather or completely random but yeah...that's probably me. HAHA. Bye bye.